Feeling Emasculated hoping to have a Hotwife

Hello,

Hey. Wanted to share the story of my path to possibly becoming a cuckold over the past year. Apologies in advance for changing some names and places to protect people's identities.

I've been dating my girlfriend Rachel since college and we're now in our mid-twenties. Rachel works at a hair salon as a receptionist. Her best friend is Tina who is a few years older than us and specializes in hair waxing at the salon. Tina is divorced and a lot more brash in general than Rachel and me.

Rachel is beautiful but a bit aloof to her effect on other men. She turns heads whenever we go out in public and guys offer to buy her drinks at bars even when she is sitting right next to me. This embarrassment did turn me on though as I've always had a bit of a cuckolding fetish. I told Rachel about it a couple times but I don't think she fully understood the concept. She assumed that being a hotwife simply meant that you were an attractive 'hot' wife and jokingly said she was already doing that.

One day while we were having drinks with Tina, Tina mentioned that they were gonna start doing full brazilian waxing at the salon. I mentioned that Rachel should give it a try but she pushed back and said it would hurt too much. Tina reassured Rachel that she would be gentle but added that I should do it first before making Rachel do it. Rachel quickly agreed and promised to get fully waxed if I did it first. I tried to push back by telling Rachel that Tina would see me fully naked to wax me but Rachel said she didn't care. Tina was laughing and offered to do it for free. Under both their pressure, I eventually caved and agreed to do it.

A week later, I met Tina at the salon and she led me into a backroom. Rachel was off shift at the time. Once in the room, Tina told me to strip down and gave me some towels to cover myself with. I was so anxious, both for the pain of getting waxed and for the embarrassment of Tina seeing me naked. When she returned to the room, she asked if I was excited. I nervously said yes. Tina then explained that she was gonna wax Rachel later that day and joked that we'd be having a fun time later tonight with our hairless bodies.

Tina started with my arms. It hurt at first but then I got used to it and stopped flinching so much each time she pulled the tape. That was until she got to my armpits which were complete torture. Tina then proceeded to my chest which was more bearable. After finishing my top half, Tina started on my lower legs and worked her way up to my thighs. The feeling of hot wax closer and closer to my crotch was terrifying.

Finally Tina said it was time to do my pelvic area and explained that she'd be manipulating my skin to make sure it was tight for the wax. I said ok and she pulled the towel off my crotch, revealing my penis. I felt so embarrassed. I let out a surprised yelp when she grabbed my dick in her gloved hand and held it over to one side as she poured hot wax on the other. Tina laughed and told me to relax. She continued to pull my dick and balls in different directions and I started to get a bit aroused. I apologized to Tina but she said it was normal and not to worry about it. Despite the pain of each pull, I soon had a rock hard erection that was standing straight up in the air. I felt humiliated but tried to act normal.

After completing the entire area, Tina grabbed my dick with two fingers and moved it around like a joystick to inspect for any spots that she missed. She then said 'ahhh' with a sad tone and I asked what was wrong. Tina said it was nothing but I pressed again and she said she just felt sorry for Rachel. It was clear she was commenting on the size of my dick. I knew I had a smaller size dick but it was devastating to have Tina mention it while physically holding my dick. I thought my humiliation might be complete but Tina then had me flip over on the table so she could get the remaining hair on my taint and butt. With my tiny dick still rock hard between my legs, Tina spread my butt cheeks apart and poured hot wax into my crack. I thought I might die on the spot.

I went home and lotioned my entire body per Tina's recommendation. Rachel returned home several hours later, also freshly waxed by Tina. We went immediately into the bedroom and Rachel let me grope and kiss her while removing her clothes. She then made me strip as well and I sheepishly revealed my hairless body to her. Rachel said I looked great but I admitted that I had been a bit embarrassed being naked in front of Tina earlier. Rachel said that Tina had mentioned it and felt bad for making me uncomfortable. I asked Rachel if she thought my dick was too small and Rachel replied that she loved my dick. Unhelpfully though, she then added that it looked ever more cute now without any hair around it. I felt so emasculated. Rachel then started to touch me and we fell onto the bed together.

My skin was so sensitive post-waxing and every touch felt heightened. Simultaneously, it was incredible to feel Rachel's smooth pussy. My erection was rock hard and I was close to cumming before even getting my dick inside her. I tried to resist and tease her with my tongue and fingers but Rachel eventually pushed me onto my back and straddled on top of me. As she held my dick with her hand and guided it to the entrance of her pussy, I immediately came and covered her pussy with cum. Rachel's reaction was a mixture of surprise and disappointment. I apologized by explaining how incredible she looked and how sensitive I felt after the waxings.

I managed some better sexual performances over the next couple weeks but I was still thrown off by the thought that my dick wasn't big enough. I also just felt a bit feminized without any hair. While doing laundry one day, Rachel caught me lingering a bit while holding her panties. She asked what I was doing and I threw them on a pile of other clothes on the bed. Rachel then picked them up and said I should try them on. They were satin material and she said they'd feel great now that I'm waxed. I pushed back at first but she was insistent and argued that she just wanted me to feel what she feels every day. I finally relented and put them on while Rachel watched.

They did feel great and I started to get an erection. Rachel reached out and said she knew I'd like them. I felt humiliated and turned on at the same time. While rubbing my builge, she kissed me and then got on her knees in front of me. She then pulled my dick out of the side of her panties and started giving me a blowjob. Less than a minute later, I erupted in her mouth. She then went to the bathroom to clean up and I took off her panties and put them back in the pile.

A couple weeks later, I was starting to get hairy and Rachel said it was time for us to get waxed again. I was hesitant but Rachel said she enjoyed being waxed so far and pointed out that I seem to enjoy her being waxed as well. I agreed and we set another round of appointments with Tina at the salon.

When I arrived for my appointment, Tina told me to strip down but didn't bother leaving the room this time and also didn't hand me any towels to cover myself. I stripped and sat awkwardly on the table in front of her. I felt self-conscious with my small dick on full display for her the entire time. Tina was quiet while waxing my top half but got a bit chatty while working on my legs. At one point, she admitted that Rachel had told her about the time I tried on her panties. I was completely embarrassed and red in the face. Rachel and Tina told each other everything but I had hoped Rachel would have kept that detail a secret. Tina laughed and said I must have looked very cute. She asked me what color they were and I said that they were pink which made Tina laugh again.

She worked her way up my legs and started to wax my crotch. I quickly got an erection as she held my penis. I apologized but Tina just teased me by saying 'there it is'. She was less cautious with my dick this time and manipulated it more forcefully than before. She then told me to turn over and hold my cheeks apart for her. I felt so exposed. She spread the wax and then pulled the tab as I yelped. Tina then playfully gave my ass cheek a light spank and said I could get dressed now.

Later that night, I asked Rachel why she told Tina about me wearing her panties. Rachel didn't think it was an issue though and told me to relax. She explained that she thought I looked hot in her panties and I shouldn't be ashamed of it. She also added that she knew that I was getting erections while Tina waxed me and that was way worse than her telling Tina that I tried on panties once.

That weekend, I was hanging out at home while Rachel and Tina went shopping at the mall. They returned together with several bags, including one from a lingerie store. Tina explained that Rachel had told her that I was upset about her learning that I tried on panties. So as an apology gift, she bought me my own pair of panties so I didn't have to wear Rachel's anymore. I was flummoxed and tried to explain that she was missing the point but neither of them would hear it. Tina pulled the panties out of the bag and handed them to me. They were pink and lacy with semi-see through fabric. I didn't know what to say. Tina said I should try them on but I resisted. Rachel then said they were expensive and really nice. I tried my best to hold out but eventually caved when Rachel said I was being rude and I shouldn't turn down Tina's peace offering.

Completely humiliated, I started to remove my pants while Rachel and Tina got drinks from the fridge. Rachel told me to remove my shirt too so they could just see the panties just by themselves. I complied and was soon fully naked in front of both of them. I then pulled the panties up my legs while they both watched. Once on, Rachel said they look great. Tina laughed and clapped and said I looked amazing. To my shame, I started to get aroused. I tried to hide it from them by turning around but that only worked so long. Soon I had to turn back to them and Tina pointed it out. She told Rachel that this same thing happened during our waxings and I would just get erections all of the sudden. Rachel told me to calm down and handed me a beer. I remained standing in front of them as they chatted. I was too afraid to move and accidentally cum from the soft fabric brushing across my dick. Tina noticed my awkwardness and joked that I should just wear the panties all day. Rachel laughed and agreed. I put the rest of my clothes back on but kept the panties on underneath while Rachel, Tina, and I went out for dinner.

A couple weeks later, Rachel and TIna went to a bachelorette party for one of their mutual friends. When Rachel returned, she had a goody bag with a novelty dildo in it. The dildo was 7" long and I know that because it was written multiple times in large lettering on the package. It was nearly twice as big as my dick and I felt inadequate just holding it. Rachel said the dildo was just a funny joke but asked me for scissors so she could remove it from the packaging. Once she had it out, she held it up and jokingly simulated giving it a blowjob. I laughed but Rachel could tell I was intrigued. She asked if I wanted to see her use it and I said yes. Rachel agreed to do it but said I had to put on my panties first. She explained that my panties made her aroused and she'd only let me see her play with the dildo if I wore them for her.

I quickly went into the bedroom, got the panties, and put them on. By the time I came back to the living room, Rachel was naked and sitting on the couch. Seductively, she held the dildo up to her lips and started to suck on it. I sat on my knees in front of her and watched intently. She got it surprisingly deep down her throat before slightly gagging and pulling it out. She then held the dildo out towards me and rubbed it on my chest playfully. She told me to take my dick out and I slipped it out the side of the panties. She then moved the dildo down and hit it against my dick. As she held it next to my dick, the size difference was clear and humiliating. Rachel then spread her legs and pushed the dildo against her pussy. I was completely entranced. She inserted the dildo while letting out a soft moan. And it took her half a minute before she could get the full length of it inside her.

Rachel was really getting into it and told me to push it in while she rubbed her clit and pinched her nipples. I grabbed the base of the dildo and slowly pushed it back and forth inside of her while she moaned loudly. Her eyes were closed and she looked euphoric. She eventually started to cum and let out a loud moan while breathing heavily. I slowed my pace and she came to her senses. She removed the dildo from her pussy and held it up to my face while noting how wet it made her. Seeing my interest, she held the dildo up to my mouth and asked if I wanted to taste it. I didn't reply but just opened my mouth as she stuck the dildo in. It was amazing to taste her juices on the dildo. I gave it three deep sucks before Rachel removed the dildo and stood up in front of me. I then leaned forward and started licking her pussy while starting to masturbate. I came quickly into my hand and Rachel then headed to the bathroom to take a shower.

For the next couple weeks, the dildo was used everytime Rachel and I played together. And Rachel made me wear the panties whenever we played as well. I felt emasculated but loved it at the same time. During one night, Rachel had me go back and forth between putting my dick in her pussy and the dildo in her pussy over and over. I was so humiliated seeing her facial expressions each time I inserted the dildo and realizing how obvious the size difference must have been for her.

I had my next waxing with Tina and it was somehow more humiliating than the last. Rachel got waxed right before me and then stayed afterwards to watch me get waxed. I layed there naked on the table while Rachel and Tina chatted about work and Tina pulled strips of hair off my body. Just being there with my small flaccid penis exposed in front of two clothed girls was embarrassing enough. But then Tina asked Rachel about the dildos they got at the bachelorette party and Rachel admitted that we had been using it. Tina laughed and asked what Rachel meant by "we". Rachel then explained that I would use the dildo on her. Tina laughed again.

She was getting near my crotch area at this time and I regrettably started to get hard. Both Tina and Rachel noticed. Tina said she hadn't used her dildo because it was too big. Apparently a variety of the dildos had been handed out at the party. Tina asked Rachel how big her dildo was. Rachel said she couldn't remember and asked me how big it was. I meekfully said it was 7". Tina then exclaimed that her waxing strips were 7" as she held one up. Rachel told Tina that it looked about right. Tina then held the strip up against my penis and laughed while teasingly calling me a poor little guy. I was speechless and completely humiliated. Rachel told Tina to quit it and she pulled the strip away. Tina then had me turn over and Rachel watched as she held my butt cheeks apart and waxed my butt crack and taint.

Back at home, Rachel apologized for what Tina did but I told her it was ok. I explained that I did feel humiliated but I was turned on in a strange way too with Tina knowing that we used the dildo that was much bigger than my dick. Rachel tried to console me by saying it wasn't that much bigger but I countered that it was. We argued in circles for a bit before I found a ruler and told Rachel to measure herself. She picked up the dildo and confirmed first that it was exactly 7". I then took off my pants and got hard quickly as Rachel held my dick.

As she held the ruler against my erection, she said 4". She then held the dildo directly next to my dick and compared the sizes directly. Not only was it nearly twice as long, it was also twice as thick. Rachel stroked my dick lightly while finally admitting that the dildo was bigger. She said she loved my dick though and loved me. I told her I loved her too but admitted I was turned by the thought of her having sex witha guy with a bigger dick. Rachel continued to stroke my dick and playfully started to tease me by saying my dick was pretty tiny and the dildo was so much bigger. I asked if she could feel a difference and Rachel said yes. She explained that the dildo felt so big inside her but she could barely feel my dick while having sex. At that moment, I started to orgasm and shot several streams of cum over Rachel's arm and neck. Rachel laughed while recoiling and I milked the rest of my load into my hand while she watched.

After that night, Rachel continued to tease me and make fun of my penis almost daily. She also made me wear the panties more often and even bought me a few extra pairs including a couple thongs. My excitement for all her humiliations only reinforced her behavior. Rachel no longer had sex with me but continued to use the dildo often with my help. And I only came while masturbating now while Rachel watched and verbally degraded my dick. I really loved it and Rachel became more and more dominant with me.

Rachel told Tina about nearly everything as well. Upon hearing about the thong that Rachel bought me one night at our apartment, Tina said I had to model it for her. I obediently put it on and walked back out in the living room while both Tina and Rachel laughed. Tina joked that my tiny dick was perfect for the thong and you could barely even see the bulge of my erection. Rachel agreed and laughed again as Tina gave me a wedgie by pulling up the back of the thong. While I still stood there in the thong, Rachel lamented about the size of my cock and said she needed a bigger dick in her life. Tina told Rachel that she could find someone easily with her good looks and promised she'd help be her wingman. Turning back to me, Rachel asked if it would be ok if she went on a man hunt with Tina and I meekly said yes. They both laughed.

Rachel and Tina are making plans now to go on a girls trip to Vegas together and I'm hoping Rachel will find a guy to hook up with on the trip.

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