Hello,
My GF and I are both 24, and have been together for the last 5 years. We grew up together, went to the same college, and officially started dating our freshman year. We have an absolutely amazing relationship, and she is the best GF I could ask for.
I've had cuckold fantasies for as long as I can remember, but they really started to intensify when she joined a sorority. I can remember waiting in bed for her to get home from fraternity parties or being out, and fantasizing about how many guys she was flirting with. There were many times she came back soaking wet, and all I could think about was how badly she wanted another guy.
During my senior year, I confessed my cuckolding desires to my GF. She was very supportive of them, and said while she never wanted to do it in real life, she thought it would be a lot of fun to roleplay them in the bedroom. This was perfectly fine with me as I didn't know if I would be able to handle them in real life. So for the last year, we have been roleplaying cuckolding with toys. It's been absolutely amazing. I love when she tells me about guys she's really attracted to, and how badly she wants them, and how much they turn her on. She is also really good at humiliating and emasculating me. It drives me absolutely wild.
We graduated college in May, and have been living in NYC since. She's met a lot of guys that have fueled our cuckold roleplay, and she has slowly been taking it outside of the roleplay by flirting and meeting other guys when she goes out.
About a month ago, she asked me what I would say if she wanted to make cuckolding a reality. I was very hesitant as I always thought it would just be a fantasy and just roleplay. I didn't know if I would be able to handle it in real life. I expressed these concerns to her, and she totally understood them, but that this is something she's really come to want. So after discussing it for about 2 weeks, I finally agreed. While I am very excited, I am also extremely nervous. She's been so happy and excited ever since I agreed. She thought it was best to tell our friends that we were going to try an open relationship so that no one would think she was cheating on me if they found out or so her with another guy.
On Thursday night, she went out with a bunch of her friends to a house party, and met a guy there. She danced, and made out with him the entire night. At the end of the night, he walked her home, and said that he would like to see her again. She said that she would really like to see him again as well, gave him her number, and told him to text her.
They texted all day yesterday, and asked her if she wanted to do something tonight. She asked me if I would be okay with her going on a date with him. I said of course and that I was really excited for her, but inside I'm really nervous. Yes, I am happy for her, and so turned on, but also very anxious for tonight. She's so excited for her date with him, and hasn't been able to stop talking about it. She just left to go get her nails done, and wants me to help her pick out an outfit when she gets back. I'm so turned on, but also getting very worried. I guess what's bothering me most is how excited she is about it. Like, I haven't seen her this excited in a very long time.
So she wound up sleeping at his place last night, and is just getting back to her apartment now. The original plan was that if she stayed at his place, she would be out of his place by 9:00am so that we could hang out and talk about her night before she had to go to a friend's birthday at 1:30pm today.
I waited anxiously all morning for her to text me, but she didn't text me until 11:15am. She apologized profusely for waking up so late. She said they didn't go to bed until 3:00am, and forget to set her alarm before she fell asleep. She asked if I would be okay if we just hung out when she got back from her friend's birthday party later this afternoon. She said that we wouldn't have much time to hang out/talk before she had to leave for the party, and that he really wanted to grab breakfast with her. I told her I was pretty disappointed, but that it was fine and that she should go get breakfast with him. She's going to leave her friend's birthday party early so that I can see her as soon as possible.
I'll have more details when I see her later, but from what she's said, she had an absolutely spectacular night with him. He took her to this Japanese/sushi place for dinner. She said it was some of the best sushi she's ever had. After dinner, they went to this really intimate jazz bar/lounge where they talked and danced until about 1:00am. They were making out, and he was fingering her the entire cab ride back to his apartment.
They started having sex as soon as they walked in his apartment door. She said that she orgasmed as soon as he was inside her. She said it was the best sex she's ever had in her life, that was until they had sex the 2nd time. She said the 2nd time was much slower and much more passionate than the first, and that he made her cum 4x. After they finished, they laid in his bed, cuddled, and talked until the fell asleep around 3:00am. She woke him up with a blowjob this morning which turned into them have sex.
She said that she's so happy and couldn't stop smiling the entire night. She says she feels like she's radiating. I was pretty nervous/anxious going into it, but seeing how happy she is and how she had an amazing night makes me really happy for her, me and us. I haven't seen her this happy in a long time, and think this could be really good for us.
Obviously, I still have some concerns which she knows about, and we plan on figuring them out when I see her later. I was too excited and wrote this to spend some of the pent up energy I have. Thanks.
TxCuck
