My Boyfriend Introduced me to Cuckolding

Hello,

Hello, I'm kind of embarrassed to talk to anybody I actually know about this so figured I'd post anonymously here. My bf I have been with each other about 4 years now and recently went to his friends house last month to hang out for the evening.

We had a few drinks and started playing beer pong and were all talking a little trash while we played. My bf said we should make things more interesting if I was so confident and said anytime I lost I'd have to take off clothing of his choice.

I honestly didn't think he was serious and still talking trash until I lost and he said to take off my shirt. All his friends turned and were staring at me. I didn't know if I was really supposed to or what. He started calling me a chicken amongst other things and his friends laughed which made me a little mad so I went ahead and took my shirt off.

I figured that would be the end of it but we started playing again. I lost again and he asked his friends what I should take off next! They said her / my shorts. Again I was hesitant but they were all staring at me like they were waiting so started unbuttoning them slowly seeing if my bf was going to stop me.

He NEVER did.

Long story short my team won the next game and he asked what I wanted him the team we beat to take off so I said their shirts. I figured wth were all drinking just having fun and even by some chance if it went so far as me getting naked in front of them that would be that and would then get dressed and that would be that.

Well long story short I did end up naked and he said if I lost again I'd have to jerk off the winners. Now I was really confused why he would want to even risk that happening. I lost and he said I had to jerk them off (him and his friend on the team I was playing against).

I knew if I did this it probably wouldn't stop with just jerking them off plus his other 2 friends were staring at me and already saying no fair they want a turn to play against me next round of beer pong! My bf didn't say anyting and asked what I was waiting for!?!

I asked if he really wanted me to do this and he said yes they won fair and square and a bets a bet and his friends all started saying yup hes right and all this stuff. Sorry I didn't mean to drag this on forever so long story short I did jerk them off and ended up giving all 4 of them oral sex and they all touched me and fingered me and I had sex with my bf and 2 of his 3 friends there.

I secretly wanted this but was afraid to show my bf that I was horny and that doing this stuff would excite me.

Something similar happened the following weekend. Now everytime his friends come over they make comments like oh how good I am with my mouth or say their gf isn't as good as me in bed and all kinds of stuff. My bf doesn't stop them.

We haven't really talked about it and idk I just feel like he looks at me different now. Anytime his friends come over now if I'm not already wearing something sexy or revealing he asks me to put something revealing on.

The sex was actually really good and my bf will say things like oh I know u like it I never saw you orgasm so much as you have those nights etc.. I don't know how to feel or what to even say to this and I'm worried that now he will want to or think he can have sex with other girls.

I know at this point that would probably only be fair but I do not want him to AT ALL. Plus I'm friends with 1 of his friend's girlfriends so feel horrible about letting him have sex with me and it's happened twice now. I'll have to talk with him and explain what I want and that I enjoy all this but want him to not sleep with other women.

So far it seems he isn't the lest bit upset with me or anything, I just don't understand how he would be ok with all of this. I mean again last night 1 of those same friends came over and him and my bf took turns having sex with me and then his friend left and we had a great night watching movies and cuddling naked, him fingering me to three orgasms afterward.

He's also much more sexual now and he always wants to have sex with me. Even when we go somewhere he wants me to dress super revealing like idk wear a skirt with no panties on. Shirts that show a lot of my boobs and no bra.

He wasn't ever like that until this all happened. Thanks for letting me ramble.

Estela