My name is Erin and my husband is Bill. He found this site months ago and we love reading this blog together. Since most of these stories are written by men, I thought it would be great for your readers to hear about our story from a woman.
Here's some background. I grew up in a very strict household that included twelve years of Catholic school. Both Bill and I were virgins when we married at 20, and I knew very little about sex. We did some heavy petting petty, but I was adamant about saving myself for marriage. Bill is a shy, kind and gentle man that's never been very assertive.
Our sex life for years was always the same. We would start to kiss a little and then Bill would suck each one of my nipples while putting a finger or two in my pussy. After a few minutes of this, he would fuck me until he came. He usually lasted only a minute or two. After he came, he would finger my pussy and clit until I came and that was it. This was pretty much our sex life for the first 10 years of our marriage and I thought that was how it was supposed to be. We usually had sex several times a month. I didn't know it until much later that Bill's small cock was actually way below average. It's about 4 1/2 inches and really thin. I was so naïve then. I asked him several times about other guys' cocks. He said he was pretty average and most guys cocks were about the same size as his.
What really changed our lives happened almost two years ago just after out tenth anniversary. We were having our same old sex and out of the blue, Bill asked me if I would ever fuck another guy and let him watch. I was stunned and really upset. Where did this come from? Why would he want to do that? Was I not enough for him? Did he not love me anymore? He said it wasn't any of that and he just had this fantasy and wanted to do it. I told him I could never do that. He continued to bring it up ever so often for months and I was just getting really frustrated with him and finally told him I didn't want to hear about it again. Then, I had a trip to the east coast planned for my annual work conference. The morning I was leaving, Bill had this odd look on his face and as I was ready to walk out the door, he told me that if I found someone at the conference that I liked I was free to fuck them and he hoped that I would. Christ, I was angry and told him so and then stormed out. This was not ow I wanted to start my trip. I couldn't stop thinking about what he said the entire time on the plane. Why would he even say that?
When I arrived at my hotel (I was in a day early because I had to come from the west coast) I met our new National Sales Manager, Chris, while checking in. After a little small talk, he invited me to dinner. I really liked him and we had a nice dinner getting to know one another while sharing a bottle of wine. When it was time to go, he said that he had a suite upstairs and would I like to come up for a nightcap. I had butterflies in my stomach and alarm bells were going off, but I was a little tipsy and just said sure, why not.
When we got to his suite, I sat on the sofa and Chris poured us each a glass of wine and then set next to me. I have to admit, I was really, really attracted to him. He was the exact opposite of my husband. He was mid-forties, tall good looking with an athletic build and very self-assured. Out of nowhere, he touched my chin and turned it toward him and said you're really very pretty Erin and then kissed me. It was so intense, I had never been kissed like that before. I just melted and kissed him back. I was more turned on than I had ever been with Bill.
It was then that I got the shock of my life. He took my hand and placed it on his crotch. There was something in his pants that was just huge and I blurted out what is that. He just laughed and said that's my cock. Jesus, I was so embarrassed. My head was spinning, could that really be? Then he said, here I'll show you. He stood up and undid his pants and let them drop to the floor. I was stunned. I was face to face with this monster cock. Could a cock really be that big? He smiled and said it's OK to touch it. I couldn't resist, I reached out and grabbed it with both hands. It was just so amazing. I just ran both hands up and down it. It was so hard, smooth and heavy. My pussy was on fire. Chris then pulled my head toward his cock and softly said suck me. I had never sucked a cock before, but I briefly thought of my husband and what he had said and I just thought if this is what he wants, then screw it, I'm just going to do it. I licked the head of his cock and then up and down his long shaft. I was so turned on. After a few minutes, he said take it in your mouth. As I slipped him into my mouth it was like a switch had been flipped in me. He tasted so good, I was so hot and I couldn't get enough of his huge cock. He instructed me on how to suck him and God, I just loved it.
After a while, Chris stood me up, stripped me and laid me back on the bed. He then started to kiss his way up to my pussy. He then started to gently eat me, something Bill had never done. I was in heaven. The feeling of his tongue on my lips and then swirling around my clit was the most intense sexual feeling I had ever had. I came in seconds and more powerfully than I ever had before. Then, Chris moved up and got in position to fuck me. I froze until he said just relax Erin, I'll be gentle. I wanted him to fuck me in the worst way, but didn't think he could ever get that cock into me. He took his time, just rubbing the head of his cock up and down my pussy. I vaguely remember just saying please, please over and over again. When he slowly pushed his cock into my pussy the feeling of being stretched and completely filled up was overwhelming. As he started fuck me, I just went crazy and had a series of orgasms that left me breathless. The rest of the night was just a blur. He fucked me from behind, I rode him, we 69ed, he came in my mouth and on and on. I had never done any of this with Bill.
This turned out to be the most amazing week of my life. Chris arranged for the hotel to move me to the room next to his suite with a connecting door. Every night we'd get back to the room and just fuck and suck ourselves silly. I don't understand what had happened to me, but I couldn't get enough. Even when Chris said he was spent, I'd just start sucking him until he'd get hard again. I just had to have him over and over again. This went on for four days and I didn't want it to ever end. I had never felt so totally free. As I was packing up to leave, Chris said he'd arrange a trip out to see me as soon as he could.
On the plane ride home, I had plenty of time to think. At first, I felt really cheated that I had wasted ten years having really boring sex. Then I began to realize that Bill didn't know any more than I did and that it wasn't his fault, and maybe his wanting to watch me fuck someone else was a blessing. He had always been so passive I began to think that maybe he needed this in his own weird way. It wasn't until later that I learned about cuckolding and how some guys have a need to watch their wives and actually get off on it. Then I thought about Bill telling me that most guys were about his size – 4 ½ inches and thin. Chris was about eight inches and really thick. He said that he was bigger than most, but thought the average was more like six to seven inches. Did Bill really think that he was average or did he know and didn't want me to know. I had a lot of questions for Bill, but I decided right then and there that from that moment on, I was taking control of our sex life and was going to find someone like Chris to satisfy me.
When I got home, Bill was there and as usual very sweetly asked how my week was. I just looked at him and said I wanted a glass of wine and I was going to take a hot bath and then we were going to talk. I told him to wait for me in the bedroom. After my bath, I slipped on a nightie and gave myself a little pep talk about taking control of both Bill and our sex life from now on. I couldn't believe the changes that had taken place with me in less than a week. I took a deep breath and went into the bedroom. Bill was on the bed in his underwear. I thought I looked pretty sexy and you would think his cock would have been hard, but it wasn't. I got on the bed next to him and told him that I had done what he had asked me to do – I had fucked someone on my trip. He got this really strange look on his face, but I noticed that his little cock had sprung to life. I then told him in detail what I had done the past four days, including the size of Chris's cock and the countless orgasms I had and how incredibly sexual I had felt all week. I also told him that from then on, I was going to need a bigger cock and need it often. I wasn't prepared for his reaction. He just looked so sad and asked me if I wanted a divorce. He said he loved me so much and that he had this aching need to see me pleasured like he knew he couldn't do. He then apologized about the size of his cock and lack of sex drive. He said he would do anything for me. I felt this overwhelming sense of love for him right then. I told him that I still loved him and didn't want a divorce.
Then I surprised even myself. I pushed him back on the bed a took his tiny cock in my mouth and gave him his first blow job. He was moaning, telling me how much he loved me and then came in my mouth. I actually loved the power I seemed to have over him. This was new for me. Then we just cuddled and talked. He told me he had been on cuckold porn sites and that he desperately wanted to be one and was so happy I wanted to fuck other guys and that he had wanted this more than anything for a long, long time. He also said he was on several swinging sites and read ads from guys he called bulls had fantasized over and over about sharing me with them. I had never heard of any of these things and was just amazed this whole separate world even existed. I have to admit I was excited by it. Now, his behavior and what he had been asking me to do was starting to make sense.
To make a long story short it became Bill's job to find a man for me. I basically wanted someone like Chris. I also wanted them to be tested because I didn't want to have to use any condoms. I also needed for him to be OK with Bill in the room watching. It took him a few weeks, but he found me the perfect guy. His name was Jake. He came into town twice on month on business and was everything that I wanted. We arranged to meet him on his next trip. On the way over to his hotel, Bill and I were both nervous. When I had been with Chris, I had had some wine and it just sort of happened. This was much different. Anyway, we got to the hotel and met Jake in the bar. He was even better looking in person. I sat between Bill and Jake, and in no time, it seemed like we had known each other forever. After two drinks Jake asked if we'd like to come up to his room. We both nodded and off we went.
At this point, I need to say that Bill and I had agreed that we were doing this for each other. I needed a big cock and he needed to watch. So, it was important for me to give Bill what he needed too. When we go into the room, Jake and I immediately had a long passionate kiss. Then, Jake turned me toward Bill and started to nibble my neck while feeling my breasts. He then unzipped my dress and let in fall to the floor. For the first time in my life I had bought really sexy matching panties and bra. Standing in front of Bill I felt really hot, sexual and powerful. It was now my turn to take control. I moved us around a bit so were standing right in front of Bill and facing each other. I dropped to my knees and slowly undid Jake's belt and pants and let them drop. He had the most magnificent cock. It looked like it was a little longer and thicker than Chris's. Bill had told me that Jake had said he was over nine inches and really thick. When I grabbed it, I couldn't get my fingers all the way around it. Wow! I was so turned on. He had a little drop of pre-cum on the end of his cock and I licked it off. I looked over at Bill and he looked like he was in a trance. Then I went to work on Jake's cock. Chris had taught me how to give a good blow job and I put my training to work.
When Jake couldn't take any more, he led me to the bed and just dove right in and started eating me. God, it was hot. I was bucking and moaning and all the time knowing that Bill was watching. After I came, I popped up and mounted Jake. Bill was sitting at the foot of the bed and I know this is what he really wanted to see. I sank down on Jake's cock and leaned a little forward and then started to fuck him. I made sure to pull almost all the way up and then slowly sink down again. The thought of Bill watching me rock up and down on Jake's cock was so hot for me. I loved having an audience. I could feel Jake's intensity and then then he came deep inside me. I could hear and feel the sloshing as I we fucked. God, it was wonderful. We continued fucking and sucking for at least an hour or more. The highlight for me was near the end of the evening when I was at the end of the bed on all fours looking directly at Bill while Jake fucked me doggie style. The feeling of having my legs spread wide and being completely filled with a huge cock was so powerful that I felt like I was on another planet. Then, just as I was about to come, Bill got up and came over and said I love you so much and then kissed me more passionately than he ever has. I just exploded. It was the best orgasm I had ever had.
When we got home, we talked for a while and then got into bed. As we kissed and cuddled, Bill said it was the best night of his life and then surprised me again. He asked if he could eat me. I asked if he was sure and told him Jake was a heavy cummer and I was filled with cum. He just smiled and said I know. For never having eaten pussy before, he did great job. He just tenderly lapped and lapped my pussy. It was so good and I just felt so much love for him right then. It was a perfect way to finish a great night.
We've continued this lifestyle for over a year now and it's keeps getting better. I still see Jake regularly, but Bill also finds me a new guys regularly. I've gotten more and more orgasmic and need sex more than I thought possible. Many times, I've worn out the guy and I'm not ready to be done. At times I just marvel how I went from having a very plain vanilla sex life to almost overnight becoming a hot wife. We recently set up an evening for me to have several guys at once. It was a truly amazing evening and I'll share about it soon.
It would be great to hear from others who would share their story.
Erin & Bill - ErinRoberts200@gmail.com