Hello,
So basically, I'm a closet cuckold. I am 27 years old, average-to handsome white guy from Europe with low libido, and I have a beautiful wife with a very big libido. We are a very normal couple, we both have nice jobs, we talk a lot with each other, doing some nice stuff like going to the cinema etc.
About me : I'm nice guy, 5ft11, not have a lot muscles ( had more when I was younger, had time for the gym), pretty nice/cute face, skinny-fat, that make me look like beta-male when visiting the beach :D I have low libido, I can have sex with her only like max 2 times a week.
But I masturbate a lot. Everyday. Of course thinking about being a cuck, about her with some BBC or other alpha male. Sometimes when she is visiting her parents I masturbate to her dirty underwear thinking about her ordering me to lick her pussy and ass when she sucks a bull's cock.
I'm pretty into femdom and some bisexual things. I have had a gay experience she doesn't know about. When I was 19 I've been a sex toy for one thug :P I pretty much liked that. I pretended that I hated that at that moment, but I loved to be a beta-male sissy for a local bully :P But I always knew that I want to build a normal relantionship, be a husband and have a normal home. That's why I consider myself straight.
About her :Very high libido, she could fuck 10 times a day. Normal girl from conservative family. She had like 5 guys before me. On a daily basis she is not a slut. I can't say she is 100% vanilla, but not much more. But when she is drunk, she is transformating in to really crazy girl :D when she has a few bears or glasses of wine, she acts like crazy slut. She thinks that I'm am normal guy, without those kinks.
So I saw a chance to become a cuckold with her, when she started telling me about her ex experiences when we were not a couple yet. On FB she told me about a date she had, things that she done with her FWB. I was so stunned, that I masturbated about her cucking me before we were couple :D It was 4 years ago. But I knew that this is only my fantasy, and there is no chance to live with her like a cuckold couple. Then we become a pair, and for 3 years we had a normal couple life. Normal, vanilla sex, cinema, holidays etc.
Then, 1 year ago, when we were having fun at a party and had headed back home, she starts acting very femdom when we had sex. She calls me bitch, fingered my ass, order me to lick her ass. Very intense sex, and she saw that I liked that.
From that date I knew that I had a chance to make my relationship femdom, and cuckold style. So I begun a process to convince my normal girl on a daily basis to be a femdom girlfriend, to maybe do so other nice things.
And now we have a problem. It's really hard to talk with her about different sex other than vanilla sex, and I'm not mentioning talking about cuckold/femdom. I don't know what to do. When sober she doesn't want to talk about it. Now I'm masturbating with her cheating on me in my mind all day. I tried to convince her to use a strapon on me, but she is scared that I will become gay :D
She likes to watch those Netflix series, with a lot of scenes where alpha males fuck nice girls. Last night in bed I showed her a clip of a MFM threesome and she was wetter than I have ever seen. She told me her ex was like that and that she wanted me to say his name. I didn't last and I want her to be a hotwife type girlfriend or femdom girlfriend and I know she wants that.
Michael
